ffxfan
Formerly known as FFXFan
For once I'm at a loss for words
I don't know whether I should express how I'm currently feeling, at this moment in time. I've not felt like this for a long, long time, and it's hurting cos of it. Don't worry, it's nothing bad..well, nothing harming, and it's not depression either. Meh, fuck it..I need an outlet.
Basically, I'm starting to remember just how much I love somebody, and how much I'd love to be back with them at this current moment in time. Thing is, she's with somebody else. I miss what we had so much, and knowing that it was predominantely my fault that we split makes things worse, but not by much. Just being apart from her is bad enough. Sure, I've had other relationships since then, but none of them have given me the happiness I shared with her.
Most of the time, I think "What if I'd done this?" or "If only I hadn't done that", but in the end..I'm afraid that they will only be what if's and if only's.
In closing...Cloey, I really do love you, and I'm always happy for you no matter what. Maybe one day...
Basically, I'm starting to remember just how much I love somebody, and how much I'd love to be back with them at this current moment in time. Thing is, she's with somebody else. I miss what we had so much, and knowing that it was predominantely my fault that we split makes things worse, but not by much. Just being apart from her is bad enough. Sure, I've had other relationships since then, but none of them have given me the happiness I shared with her.
Most of the time, I think "What if I'd done this?" or "If only I hadn't done that", but in the end..I'm afraid that they will only be what if's and if only's.
In closing...Cloey, I really do love you, and I'm always happy for you no matter what. Maybe one day...
Teh Me
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