ffxfan
Formerly known as FFXFan
Breaking down, Breaking up
Save me from this life, somebody. Please.
I can't take the pain anymore, I really can't. It's got to the point where my mum has noticed as well, and if she's noticed it, then it's a really bad problem. Thing is, I got myself into this mess, and I'm not prepared to get myself out of it.
Overdependance on friends is one cause of the problem, mainly because it's like a get-out clause. If they can't help me, then it's not worth worrying about. But this is worth worrying about, mainly because I have to work it out myself. That way, I can be absolutely sure that I'm OK, cos at the moment, I definately am not OK.
Music and chatting on #finalfantasy (cos yeah, I ended up going back there) are temporary solutions, but temporary isn't what I'm looking for. This could affect me more than Becca did a good two and a half years ago, and that's definately saying something, cos that was bad in itself.
All in all, I'm trying to go the wrong way up Shit Street. Maybe I'll find the ability to turn myself around and come back out...maybe. For now though, I'm happy. Can't say I will be later on this evening, or even tomorrow.
I would like to try and do this myself, for a change, but if you wanna try and help me along, feedback.
-=Gav=-
I can't take the pain anymore, I really can't. It's got to the point where my mum has noticed as well, and if she's noticed it, then it's a really bad problem. Thing is, I got myself into this mess, and I'm not prepared to get myself out of it.
Overdependance on friends is one cause of the problem, mainly because it's like a get-out clause. If they can't help me, then it's not worth worrying about. But this is worth worrying about, mainly because I have to work it out myself. That way, I can be absolutely sure that I'm OK, cos at the moment, I definately am not OK.
Music and chatting on #finalfantasy (cos yeah, I ended up going back there) are temporary solutions, but temporary isn't what I'm looking for. This could affect me more than Becca did a good two and a half years ago, and that's definately saying something, cos that was bad in itself.
All in all, I'm trying to go the wrong way up Shit Street. Maybe I'll find the ability to turn myself around and come back out...maybe. For now though, I'm happy. Can't say I will be later on this evening, or even tomorrow.
I would like to try and do this myself, for a change, but if you wanna try and help me along, feedback.
-=Gav=-
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